Monday, March 14, 2011

Let me be one you call, if you jump I'll break your fall..

I've been pretty stressed out lately due to various things, whether it be school, work or friend drama, it just never ends. I'm taking a break from studying for finals (mainly because I left one of my textbooks in the car and my mother is at a doctors appointment LOL) so I figured I'd write a little while I wait for her to come home.

Lately, I've been having problems with a few people I thought were my closest friends and I can't figure out what to do. Aside from just letting the storm blow over and see where the future takes us. But amidst all of this I do have someone that I consider a blessing who has been there for me longer than almost anyone I know..

For the persons privacy I will be keeping their identity hidden, just like I've kept mine on this blog hidden.. But I met this person on myspace back in late 2004 or early 2005 can't remember exactly due to a common musical interest. I figured this person was just going to be an acquaintance especially because it's been said that people shouldn't "make friends" on the internet because it's full of pedophiles, but I went out on a limb and befriended this person. We started talking and got to know each other on a pretty personal basis, well as personal as myspace will allow :P At one point we exchanged numbers and talked even more. Planned a meet up in November of 08, although it didn't go as planned it was still a weekend that I wouldn't change for the world. We had another sleepover the year after and it was EVEN better. Although we've had our problems she is still my BEST friend.

In comparison to anyone else I've considered close to me she out does them all by a landslide. She is by far the most amazing person I know. She doesn't let the shortcomings get her down and it's really inspiring, I learn so much from her the longer I'm friends with her. This girl is a sister that I always wanted and I can genuinely say I'd be lost without her. Love you more than I can even begin to tell you :) <3

No comments:

Post a Comment